Strangers
in the Night
part 3
Shit Happens.
Joyce hated those damned t-shirts. They were popular with the Sunnydale
U crowd and every time she saw someone wearing one she wanted to hand
them a card that says "Duh". Maybe if you were a sophomore it was startling
news needing to be shared that Shit did indeed Happen to the just and
unjust alike. Wars, earthquakes, fires, floods, crappy parents, disease,
car accidents. Being a good person in no way saved you from cheating husbands
or daughters who conceal the fact that they have big lethal destinies
not to mention murderous and inhuman ex-boyfriends. And even though she
knows better part of her still felt really angry about the shit that's
been dumped on her plate, because wouldn't it be nice if life was fair?
Life wasn't fair and sometimes you have nothing but bad choices. She
doesn't want to be Spike's chicken soup (hoping that he'll live up to
his part of the bargain and doesn't just kill her or leave her here to
be killed) but if she says no then all that's left is for her to sit here
and hope the cavalry got there in time. And she's way too old to believe
in the cavalry.
Spike was getting impatient. "So, do we have a deal?"
"Yes." The hunger that flashed across his face made her want to take
it back.
He leaned forward eagerly. "No time like the present…"
"Wait!" He bit back a snarl. "What?"
"I need - um, where's the toilet?"
Fairly calmly he directed her to a small door she'd missed in a dark
corner of the room. Inside was a basin, a toilet and an empty frame where
the mirror used to be. She didn't really want to look at herself right
now anyway. Rusty water came out of the tap when she tried it, but it
eventually ran clear and she gulped it down figuring she'd need the fluids.
She scrubbed at her face with a corner of her skirt. God, she must look
like hell. She wrapped the blanket around her tightly and went back out.
It seemed like a long walk back across the room. Spike sat waiting, perfectly
still, the bruises marbling his pale face. She heard birds outside making
their usual morning racket and looked longingly up at the window, but
it was a good 15 feet up and no ladder in sight.
"Sssh, calm down. Be just like visiting the Red Cross," Spike said soothingly.
"Lie down on your front, across the bed." She felt the cool air moving
on her bare legs as he moved in behind her and jumped when he took hold
of her right leg and pushed up her skirt until the back of her knee was
bare. He had smaller hands than Angel and a lighter touch but the feel
of his hands on her bare skin, cool and dry and wrong, sent her
pulse lurching toward full panic.
"Calm down," Spike ordered. "Not gonna hurt you, everything's gonna be
fine." Liar. She wanted to scream, but didn't because that would bring
the opposite of help.
"Better?" He asked after she'd stopped shaking so hard.
"Close as I'm going to be." He chuckled and quietly moved the blade into
position. "Good. Now, this might sting a bit, don't yell; I promise it
gets better. One, two, -"
She felt a sudden burning pain across the back of her knee and then the
wet warmth of her own blood on her skin. Spike's fingers clenched bruisingly
and he made a sound between a curse and a whimper. Suddenly sure she'd
made the wrong choice she tried to pull away but he had her securely pinned,
she wasn't going anywhere.
The red scent washed over his ridged face and Spike ached to bury his
throbbing teeth into her flesh and suck her dry. Carefully he lowered
his head to catch the trickle of blood sliding down the side of her leg
with his tongue. He shuddered with pleasure, sure that nothing had tasted
this good since his rebirth, when he swallowed the blood burned a path
down his throat and set his whole body alight. His mouth descended greedily…slow
and steady, he reminded himself. Got to go slow.
The illusion that she had a choice or something like control fled the
moment his mouth fused to her leg. Her whole body pulsed and tingled with
the rhythm of his feeding and his soft groans and grunts seem oddly familiar.
It hurt a little, not too much and countering the pain was the slow seep
of sensation low in her belly, something warm and sweet and very, very,
wrong.
Too bloody long since he'd had this. Not just the blood, though it was
always about the blood in the end. It was the connection he craved as
much as the coppery sweetness hidden underneath their skins; the bond
that grew with every precious mouthful, every drop of vitality sacrificed
to his continued existence. Man woman boy girl it didn't matter because
it was what was inside that mattered.
Dru knew; she'd seen through the pathetic surface of William to the truth
of her Knight hidden inside. She'd purified him in the icy crucible of
her mouth until only the gleaming core of him remained. The pain had been
drowned in the pleasure of total surrender, in the joy of becoming a part
of something truly effulgent and when she'd put his face to her bleeding
breast to feed him in turn, he'd understood at last what the love he'd
written so much bad poetry in honor of was really about. Blood. It was
always and forever about blood.
…wrong, so very wrong but she shut her eyes the better to feel it building
from her heart to her fingertips, so warm and thick like being wrapped
in velvet, held close and safe and she'd never have to worry about anything
again…
She trembled prettily under his hands, lost in the feeding thrall, moaning
softly, but not loud enough to catch Angelus's attention. Especially not
when he can hear them still going at it. Thump, thump, thump, against
the wall.
She felt the wave building, dark green and too strong to resist as it
lifted her up and up, and all she can feel is the power of it all around
and through her and she's balanced on the crest, quivering with anticipation.
Bastard. The slow seep of blood wasn't enough; he needed more. Spike
growled and sucked harder.
Joyce screamed as the wave crashed down on her, cold and deadly, tiny
fishhooks of pain rolling over her, jabbing and tugging at her with every
suck and swallow. It was agony and she was dying, he was killing her…
"Something big," Darla said her sugary voice crystallizing into something
less pleasant. Joyce turned to see the girl's face contorted into an inhuman
mask, all yellow eyes and sharp teeth as she lunged and grabbed Joyce.
Cold, ruthless hands held her against a body that felt like ice. "Thanks
Mrs. Summers," the monster mocked. Then she wrenched Joyce's head back
and bit.
"No, stop," she breathed.
…oh God it hurt, it hurt; she could feel her life dwindling with
each greedy gulp. She couldn't move at all, arched helplessly for her
killer's convenience. All she could see was the kitchen ceiling and she
was falling into the light…
His first warning was the sting of adrenaline on his tongue an instant
before she started to thrash around. Bugger, he'd taken too much, too
fast. Hastily he eased off hoping she'd calm down, but it didn't work,
she continued trying to buck him off and worse, began to scream loudly
and incoherently. Shit. He shoved her face into the bed to muffle the
noise. "Joyce," he hissed desperately. Bloody hell, what was the matter
with her? He hadn't taken that much, hadn't even used his teeth. "You've
got to keep it down or you'll drop us both in it." There was no sign she'd
heard him; she continued to struggle and scream into the mattress; if
she didn't stop soon he'd have to either smother her or snap her neck.
Either way he'd be doing exactly what the tosser wanted and more importantly,
probably dooming his princess. He bent his head close to her ear.
"Please Joyce."
Blind and drifting in the pain and merciless light she grabbed hold of
the black thread of his voice and pulled herself out.
She collapsed under him and lay there, silent and still. Spike cautiously
released his hold on her neck and she turned her head sideways and took
a great gulp of air. He got off her and moved to the edge of the bed.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and licked off the traces
of blood while he listened anxiously for any indication from the other
side of the wall that they'd been noticed but there was only a reassuring
silence.
"What the bloody hell was that about?" He demanded, glaring at her yellow-eyed.
She sat with her legs drawn up under her chin, eyes lost, oblivious to
his anger.
"I remembered. Oh God." She took a deep breath and let it out. "Buffy
knew what really happened. She had to. She's the one who found me. She's
been lying to me all this time."
"Not sure I'm following you."
"Darla. That was what she called herself anyway." She closed her eyes
and missed Spike's reaction to the name.
The girl smiled. "Hi! I'm Darla? I'm a friend of Buffy's."
"Oh, nice to meet you." No, Buffy hadn't mentioned anything about
her coming over for a study date, but it wouldn't be the first time she'd
forgotten. "Come on in," she said.
"She said she was one of Buffy's friends; so I invited her into the house.
She was a vampire. She attacked me."
Interesting that Darla had had her teeth into this woman as well. Nearly
unprecedented in fact since great-grandma didn't usually hold with leaving
witnesses. "What happened then?"
"I don't - I didn't remember." Her chin sank again. "When I woke up in
the hospital they said I must have slipped and cut my neck on something.
The doctor said it looked like a barbecue fork." Her voice hardened. "We
don't own a barbeque fork."
"Buffy knew, she had to. The window got broken that same night. A bird
flew into it, she said. How could she lie to me like that?" Joyce said
softly.
She smelled of despair and Spike sensed tears about to fall. Last thing
he needed was her getting all weepy and hysterical. "Well, Darla's dust
if that helps. Angel staked her; heard about it from one of the locals."
"Oh. Thanks. It does, a little. I just don't understand how I could forget
something like that. How the hell could I just *forget*. Is there something
in the water?"
Spike shrugged. "Dunno. Don't suppose it's much fun remembering almost
being eaten. Easier to put it out of your mind. I remember one bloke I'd
half-drained before I was interrupted by a peeler. Passed him in the street
a few days later; he looked me right in the face and not a flicker."
"Did you kill him?"
"Well, yeah." He yawned. He was feeling quite amiable now with her blood
warming his insides and disaster temporarily averted. "Don't worry luv,
not killing you: we have a deal. You've held up your end, just a little
bit longer and you'll see me hold up mine." Spike eyed the bed. He was
damned tired of sleeping in the bloody chair. He flexed his legs experimentally.
Joyce yelped as Spike moved with unnerving speed and transferred himself
to the bed. He stretched like a cat and rolled onto his back with a sigh,
snagging one of the pillows and tucking it under his head. Grinned at
her. "Hope you don't mind sharing? Plenty of room." Her expression was
untrusting. She was still bleeding a little. He wondered if he should
tell her.
He pulled out his flask and offered it to her. "Do you good."
She hesitated and then put out her hand.
~*~
"It's Angelus," Buffy said flatly. "He's got my Mom." Giles and everyone
but Oz (he wouldn't get back to town until sometime this afternoon) had
assembled at Revello Street for the crisis. Cordelia showed up with coffee
from Starbucks for everyone. Cordelia being nice was probably a sign of
the apocalypse or something even scarier. Willow decided not to mention
the great big hickey she had on her neck.
"Buffy - w-we don't know that for certain." The look she gave Giles was
hard and brittle as ice. "Yes we do. I didn't think he'd come after her
again, but I was wrong. "
Willow was worried about Buffy, she'd never seen her look quite so desperate
and lost. Not even when it looked like the Master had come back, or when
her mother was attacked before, or when Angel lost his soul, or even when
poor Miss Calendar was killed, or... And gosh, living on the Hellmouth
really sucked didn't it? But poor Buffy, sounded like she was blaming
herself, Willow decided to speak up.
"But, Buffy, I don't think you were wrong. 'Cause it's not like he could
have known she was going to be at that gas station. It's just, you know,
a random thing. If he was stalking her he could have ambushed her somewhere
like the gallery, or at home, or the grocery store…"
Xander put a hand on Willow's forearm to stop her. "Not really helping,
Wills."
"Buffy," Giles said carefully. " - if you're right, then we - you have
to be prepared."
"We're going to find my Mom. We're going to find her and save her." No-one
dared to contradict her or meet her eyes.
Suddenly Willow jumped up and pulled out her laptop. "Hey! I might have
something." She hurriedly set the computer up on the dining room table
aware of them all watching her. She smiled at Xander as he plugged the
modem into the wall for her without being asked. C'mon, c'mon, boot up
darn you. Finally. She logged on and a map of Sunnydale appeared, dotted
with tiny glowing red lights. "I've been using the Sunnydale P.D.'s database,
I've got it set up so it automatically updates when I log on." She knew
that none of them understood what she was talking about. She was used
to it.
"Spiffy," Xander said.
"The red dots are, umm deaths. I've been trying to track them to see
if there are any clusters. 'Cause I figured that there might be more deaths
near vampire nests."
"You think his lair might show up?"
"Uh, maybe. Angelus is bright enough not to kill people on his front
porch but the minions aren't that sharp, they might forget."
"What's this?" Buffy said pointing to the largest cluster of red.
"That's the Bronze." Willow began identifying the larger clumps. "The
docks, Lover's Lane, U.C. Sunnydale…oooh looks like somebody had a heck
of a party last night; five dead."
"Do you think it was Angelus?"
"Coulda been, but there's nowhere he could be staying on campus, and
nothing nearby really fits the profile: no empty buildings or caves. Same
with the Bronze, he hunts there, but he doesn't live in the neighborhood."
"So how does this help?"
"Well, see except for the regular hunting grounds the deaths are pretty
much spread out. Except for here and here - warehouse district, and Crawford
Street, only 3 deaths, not much of a cluster, but it's a long ways from
the usual vamp hangouts. I think there's an old mansion somewhere near
there."
Buffy stared at the glowing map. "O.K., I'll check out the warehouses
first, then the mansion."
~*~
When Spike woke he found that he'd crept closer to the woman in his sleep,
drawn by her heat. Her breathing was the loudest sound he could detect
within the mansion's walls. It was morning after all, time for all good
vampires to be asleep.
She was still fast asleep. She hadn't gone easily, he'd been aware of
her lying there staring into the dark long after the last of the candles
had guttered out but at last she'd given in to exhaustion, loss of blood,
and three stiff shots from his flask. He studied her unconscious face.
She looked younger with the tension lines erased by sleep and her soft
mane of curls tousled on the yellowed pillowcase. He could hear the seductive
whoosh and thrum of her blood as it rushed through her body. He slipped
his hand under the covers and rested it on her chest, savoring the heat
that warmed his palm. "There you are," he murmured. Lovely, tasty, Joyce.
He was quite pleased with himself, not many vampires could have controlled
themselves as well as he had, especially after starving for weeks. He
was damned certain that Angelus couldn't have pulled it off; bastard was
never big on control. Or he hadn't been, he'd probably had to pick up
some from the soul. Spike couldn't figure out how Angel had lasted for
a year never mind a century feeding on nothing but animals and bagged
juice. Couldn't get why he'd want to. To exist that long without the pleasures
of warm blood and soft flesh…what would be the bloody point?
His hand wandered south, savoring the feel of her soft warm belly under
his hand and the tease of coarser curls just below; his cock stirred at
the thought of all that wet warm heat… He yanked his hand back and rolled
away from her. Best not in case she woke up and made a fuss. Time enough
for all that once he was out of here.
He got up and walked - walked! - over to the door and made sure it was
locked. Then he began a series of stretches. It hurt, but in a good way
as unused muscles and tendons were forced into action. He could feel the
tissues rebuilding themselves.
Once he'd warmed up a bit he began to exercise in earnest, sparring with
invisible enemies. He kicked high, visualizing Angelus' mighty chin, and
landed with a slight grunt. Careful of making too much noise he fought
the air till he felt almost warm, then his leg buckled during a lunge
and he went down on his knees. He forced himself to stop and went back
to the bed to rest. When he stretched out next to her she still didn't
stir.
He grinned up at the ceiling. He felt good though he was still a ways
short of his full strength. It was barely midmorning; he still had hours
to wait. He watched the sunlight play on the wall just like yesterday
and the day before that and the day before that… except that today is
different. His nerves were humming with anticipation, he felt like a doughboy
in the trenches waiting for the order to go up and over. He knew that
pulling this off will be tricky. He'll have one chance and if he fails
Angelus will dust him for sure. After a long period of torture. But he's
not going to fail.
Once they're away from the Hellmouth he figured he'll take Dru on a
road trip. South's a good direction - Mexico, Central America, South America.
They'll have a moveable feast all the way to Tierra del Fuego then head
back up the Atlantic coast. He'd heard good things about Rio. It's gonna
be glorious.
~*~
That's it, she's done, and she's outta here. She can't do this. Can't
take another moment of sitting around Revello Drive holding Xander's hand
and trying to keep a good thought, etc. Lying a.k.a. tact is so not her
strong point. She was sick of biting her tongue so she didn't say what
they all know: that there's no chance Mrs. Summers is ever coming home
again, well, not alive anyway. Because if she did they'd all, Xander included,
turn on her like it was her fault Angelus went all Silence of the Lambs
on Mrs. Summers. Which was so not fair; she wasn't the one who knocked
Angel's soul loose doing the horizontal tango. It's not her who keeps
turning down chances to stake the evil undead. All she's done is try to
help, though she doesn't know why she bothers because it's not like anyone
appreciates it.
She was really only here because of Xander. He looked so miserable, like
it was his mom who'd died. Even though she has a perfectly good mom of
her own, unlike Xander, Cordelia felt a little sick herself at the idea
of Joyce being dead. Joyce was way nicer than her daughter. She'd always
acted glad to see Cordelia; they'd even had a pretty cool conversation
once about Manolo.
Oz showed up after lunch and Buffy went out with him an hour ago to see
if his werewolfy powers might give them a lead. Willow was still tapping
away on her beloved laptop but it didn't look like Angelus had a website
so not much going on there. Giles has had at least two drinks, and she
could use one herself, thanks for asking. No chance he'd let her, a minor,
have one even though she's been drinking at her parents' parties since
she was, what, 13? If he keeps on knocking them back he'll be in no condition
to stop her.
Drinking because of stress is one of the ten signs and she doesn't do
that. Well, not often. Not at all before Buffy showed up. Maintaining
her position as Queen Cordy had been her job and she'd been damned good
at it. Then little miss likes-to-fight showed up and messed up her life.
She'd been tossed into the wonderful world of vampires and monsters and
always having to save people mostly from their own extreme cluelessness
(I know! Let's neck in the cemetery! What a good idea Brad! Not.). And
the really weird thing is that she kept playing. She wasn't the Chosen
One, she could just walk away and be a good Sunnydale denier, but she
can't seem to do it. Even before the weirdness that was her and Xander,
even though none of them really like her, probably including Xander, she
couldn't just walk away. She just hoped that these weird Hellmouthy effects
will fade once she gets away from SunnyD.
One year to go to graduation, then she's out of here. UC Berkeley, Stanford,
Harvard, UCLA.... Anyplace that isn't the Hellmouth and that offered the
chance to meet bigger and better dating prospects (because this thing
with Xander was just too strange to last, she blamed hormones). She'll
get her degree, get married, and never have to deal with demons and weirdoes
ever again.
And now, she's going shopping.
"Please, don't go," Xander asked. He saw that she was actually considering
it for a moment, before she shook her head.
"Sorry. I just --" Her gesture took in the house and the situation.
He nodded. He was surprised she'd lasted this long. "Xander? You've got
my cell phone number, right? Call me when - you know."
"Yeah." He wondered if she'd take him with her if he asked. Maybe he'll
just stay out here on the porch.
"Xander?" Cordelia stepped forward and kissed him, in broad daylight
in front of God and everybody. Really kissed him until his ears burned
and his heart hammered.
"Whoa." She smiled and ran down the stairs to her car. He watched until
she'd disappeared around the corner. Then he went back inside to wait
with the others for the worst news in the world.
Xander isn't sure what he'll do or say when it's confirmed. He knew that
Mrs. Summers was Buffy's mom, not his, but she's so much better than his.
So shoot him for wanting a Mom who smelled of perfume and freshly baked
cookies not beer and Kool-Aid; a mom who smiled when she saw him instead
of showing every day in every way that she wished he'd never happened
in the first place. The clickety click of Willow at her keyboard echoed
in the too quiet house. She just won't give up, or maybe it's just something
to do to fill up the hours. Giles was upstairs, having a rest - sleeping
it off.
Around 4:00 Buffy came back with Oz from scoping out the warehouses.
Nothing, she told them before disappearing upstairs. A tired Oz let himself
be folded into a Willow hug. Xander got up and went into the kitchen to
find some food. Buffy looked so sad and guilty but he can't help thinking
that if she'd killed Angelus the last 300 times she had the chance Miss
Calendar wouldn't be dead and none of them would be here, waiting for
bad news.
~*~
Bob showed up late in the afternoon. He still wasn't interested in chatting.
Spike watched him as he replaced and lit the candles. Joyce watched him
as well but Spike had warned her to keep schtum. Done with his chores
Bob turned to leave.
"Oi, mate, c'mere a minute." Spike said.
Bob frowned. "What?"
"Need a hand here, if you don't mind."
Bob hesitated, then he shrugged and came over. "What?"
"Wheel's stuck, think you could give me a hand?" Spike pointed under
the chair. Bob sighed and bent down to have a look. Spike brought both
fists down on the back of the neck in a brutal hammer blow that dropped
him to the floor. Spike lunged out of the chair, grabbed Bob's head in
both hands and yanked backwards until he heard the snap.
Spike hauled the man's limp body up into the chair with him. He adjusted
his catch so Bob sat on his lap, his head lolling back against Spike's
shoulder. He made a faint gargling sound of protest. "Sorry mate," Spike
murmured before tilting his head back a little further and sinking his
fangs into his throat. He grimaced, god that was nasty. Judging by the
taste, Bob hadn't fed in the last couple of days, but that didn't keep
Spike from being grimly determined to drain every last drop of the rank
stuff. Beggars, and all that.
Joyce watched, unable to look away as Spike drained the other vampire,
he withered before her eyes, his complexion going from pale to gray to
paper white, bones emerging from his flesh, the demon faded away to reveal
a grotesque and terrified human face.
Done, Spike let the desiccated remains slide onto the floor. He wiped
his mouth with the back of his hand and pulled out the stake he'd hidden
in the wheelchair cushion, he leaned down and drove it into Bob's chest
in one smooth motion. The body disappeared in a dusty explosion. He looked
across the room into Joyce's wide eyes and grinned.
~ * ~
His eyes opened into darkness and Angelus smiled. The sun had gone down
an hour ago but he was fine where he was; he felt sated and pleasantly
sluggish after last night. The taste of blood and whiskey and Drusilla
lingered pleasantly in his mouth. It had been awhile since he'd had that
much fun in one night. Contentedly he rubbed his cheek gently against
his daughter's cool belly feeling the dried blood flake away from the
almost healed stripes. His sweet girl was still unconscious, worn out
by their fun. His masterpiece; her endless capacity for pain never ceased
to amaze and arouse him. He idly gave her nipple a vicious twist and Drusilla
whimpered and smiled in her sleep.
Idly stroking himself he considered his plans for the coming night. In
a way he's glad Drusilla's prophecy kept him from finishing Joyce off
too quickly. As much fun as it would have been to surprise Buffy with
her mother's corpse propped against the front door or seated behind the
wheel of her car there was something to be said for drawing it out. By
now she knew her mother was missing and she probably had worked out that
he had her. He could imagine her tearing apart Sunnydale in her search,
with that adorable look of doe-eyed determination on her face. She was
the cutest thing ever when she cried.
So, what to do, what to do about Mrs. Summers? Assuming Spike hadn't
dealt with the problem for him, (he was pretty sure William was too chicken
shit to defy him that way, but it was win/win either way) he needed to
decide what he was going to do. He was still a bit nervous about going
against one of Dru's visions; that never went well. But he's not the kind
of guy to abandon a goal just because things got a little difficult.
Drusilla turned over, her chains clinking, he studied her smoothly innocent
face, unchanged in the 138-odd years since Darla had pointed out an intriguing
virgin on a London street. His mouth curved as he remembered the fun,
the blood and the screaming. He'd used every lesson he'd learned from
his previous projects to perfect her, to tear her life apart and mold
the shards into this mad, vicious, wonderful, creature. His masterpiece.
The others had been amusing, his little Abbess especially, but Dru was
the only one he'd turned, the only one he'd wanted to keep with him forever.
Now there's an idea. He wondered how long it would take to train Joyce.
It had been awhile but not like he's forgotten how. And hey, it would
give him a chance to try out all the new drugs and other toys he didn't
have back in the day. The idea definitely appealed. It made it even better
that she had some spirit. That just made it that much more fun. The more
he thought about it, the more he liked the idea. Hey, he can kill Buffy
anytime he likes, and once he does, that's it; but done right he can use
her mother to make her suffer for as long as he liked.
He heard her heartbeat through the door. Like he figured, Spike hadn't
had the balls. When he walked into the room he saw that Spike had managed
somehow to get back into his wheelchair. He sat there hunched and miserable
and cringed gratifyingly when Angelus caught his gaze. Poor Spike, he
was probably in a lot of pain after last night's beating, and he won't
be healing very quickly on his diet of puppy chow. Too bad.
Joyce gasped and scrambled to the other side of the bed when he tore
off the covers she was huddled under. Cute. He feinted like he was coming
after her and she froze, trembling while he looked her over, yeah, not
bad at all. She'd done a good job of keeping her figure. "Hey, Joyce.
Gotta say, terrified is a good look on you." She didn't say anything.
Good, he hated chatty women. "I've gotta go out now to get Dru something
special since she was such a good girl last night. But when I get back
we'll continue our conversation, O.K. Joyce?"
Joyce stared at him, still silent.
"I asked you a question Joyce." He let menace creep into his voice.
"Yes," she said in a tiny voice.
"Good." He hummed tunelessly as he left the room, this was gonna be fun.
Maybe he'll even let Spike help out, if he behaved himself.
~*~
My fault, Buffy said quietly to the bathroom mirror. My fault he has
her, because I didn't want her to know. Because as long as she didn't
know, as long as she believed in Buffy Anne Summers, normal girl, I could
pretend she still existed. So I kept her in the dark and now she's being
hurt because of me. She might be dead. Mommy…
The girl in the mirror was crying.
~*~
Spike listened carefully until the last echoes of Angelus' hulking boots
had faded away before he stood and stretched. He kicked the chair over
and grinned. Never again. Bouncing on the balls of his feet he turned
to Joyce. "Time to go."
The mixture of hope and fear was nearly unbearable; feeling like her
heart was going to jump out of her skin she walked toward the door. He
gestured for her to go ahead. She had her hand on the doorknob when he
clamped his hand over her mouth yanked her backwards into his hard chest
and sank his fangs into her throat.
She opened up for him like a ripe peach, thin skin parting to let the
nectar inside surge into his mouth. He gulped down greedy mouthfuls of
her life while her screams tickled the palm of his hand and she struggled
against him all warm and soft. Some of the stolen blood stiffened his
cock; it really was a bloody shame that he didn't have enough time to
do something with that. He'd always loved the feeling of being surrounded
by human warmth, inside and out.
He stroked her hair as her body went limp, giving in to the inevitable.
Her heartbeat began to slow. Oh, bugger.
Hastily he pulled his fangs out and applied pressure till the wounds
stopped bleeding. "Joyce?" Fuck him for being a greedy sod, if he'd fucked
it up, there'd be nothing left to do but run...
She opened her eyes and looked at him, a bit unfocused but not dead.
"Time to go," he said lifting her into his arms. He felt the vitality
of her blood charging through his dead veins, electric, erasing the last
of his weakness. Fuck, it felt good to be back.
He kept one eye on the door to Angelus' room as he eased past. He knew
Dru was in there, after 120 years awareness of her was second nature.
After a session like the one he'd overheard last night she'd still be
recovering. His nostrils flared at the thought of her lying on the bed
with wet red stripes livid on her pale back, her lips curved as she dreamed.
He hoped Angelus brought her back someone nice.
He was only a few feet short of the door when a couple of minions stepped
out of the shadows and blocked his road. "Hey! Where're you going with
her?" Vamp girl glared out at him from underneath a mess of sullen hair.
Definitely not one of his, even drunk he had better bloody taste.
"You can walk?" The tall bastard who'd questioned his order last night
demanded.
"Well spotted old son." He was actually glad to see them; a nice spot
of violence was just what he needed. He propped Joyce against the wall,
she blinked hazily up at him. "Be just a tick."
~*~
"It's my fault," the Slayer said. The broken timbre of her voice sent
a pleasurable shiver down Spike's spine.
"Buffy, you know that's not true." That was her Watcher, trying his
best to comfort her but she was having none of it; she turned away from
him, with her face set in pain. Spike ducked down from the window before
he was spotted. The entire gang of do-gooders was inside, their faces
reflecting various degrees of misery. Chuckling, he went back to his car.
"Here you are, safe and sound," he said as he opened the car door. His
passenger didn't respond. She didn't look at all well, her color was bad
and she'd slipped into unconsciousness again on the drive over. For a
moment he considered driving on to some quiet spot and finishing her off.
If he did a half-decent job of hiding the body it ought to give him enough
time to collect Dru before the prophecy dropped on their heads.
He shook his head, rejecting the idea; she'd held up her end of the deal
and besides he was looking forward to seeing the Slayer's face. He unbuckled
Joyce, hoisted her up in his arms and headed up the walkway.
"Oi! Slayer!" He kicked the door again. "I've got somethin' I think belongs
to you!" She opened the door with a stake ready in one hand.
"Spike!" He took a step back. The look in her eyes would've put the wind
up God Almighty. Her face melted when she realized who he had.
"Mom!" She started for him; froze when Spike clawed his hand around her
mother's throat.
"Drop the weapon Slayer," he growled. She dropped it. "Helluva way to
say thank you to someone who's tryin' to do you a good turn," he complained.
"Well? Gonna let me in?"
"Buffy," that was the Watcher coming up behind her. "Don't…"
"Come in," she said, stepping aside. She watched coldly, her groupies
crowded behind her as Spike crossed the threshold. Their eyes clashed
for a bitter moment before he walked past her to deposit his burden onto
the sofa. Joyce lay there, limp, his bite livid against her ashy skin.
"Think she could use some medical attention," he said straightening up.
The Slayer bent down to touch her mum, her lip trembling. Guess I'm not
getting a thank you, Spike thought and turned to beat a hasty retreat
which was when things went pear-shaped. His head snapped forward as he
was blindsided by the bloody watcher wielding a cricket bat. Spike wrenched
it out of his hand when he tried for a second one and whacked him in the
head with it. The watcher went down and Spike tossed the bat away and
went for the door again only to find that the Slayer waiting for him.
She buggered his ankle with a snap kick, then her dainty foot slammed
into his crotch and when the black fireworks ended he found himself pinned
against the wall with her forearm creasing his throat. The dark-haired
boy and the Watcher both had crossbows trained on him. Buggeration.
"Say goodnight, Spike," the Slayer hissed. She pulled another stake from
Christ knew where in her tiny excuse for an outfit and he realized this
was it. Over her shoulder he saw Joyce lying on the couch with her eyes
closed, being fussed over by the redhead and a rather tasty brunette.
Last chance.
"Joyce!" He put everything he had into the shout.
"Shut up!" Buffy hissed. "Don't…"
Joyce's eyes opened and took in the situation. "No! Buffy! Don't kill
him!"
"What?" The stake had poked a hole in his shirt, but was going no further
for the moment.
"It wasn't him, it was Angel who kidnapped me," Joyce insisted. "Spike
helped me get away."
"Spike? Why would he help you?" She glared at him, daring him to answer.
Suspicious bitch.
"Cause I'm just a big fluffy bunny at heart!" He glared back into those
huge hazel eyes brimful of hate. "Or maybe because I bloody hate the tosser
and I knew it'd piss him off! What do you care? You've got your mum back,
safe and sound."
"You're still a killer. I should still stake you."
"I agree." Her bastard watcher stood holding a bandage to his head. Looked
like he'd be needing a new pair of specs. "Spike's a cold-blooded murderer."
Joyce winced at the reminder, but didn't back down. "Buffy. Let him go.
Please."
"I don't get it, but O.K." Buffy pulled back the stake and got off him.
"Get out of town Spike, and don't come back."
"No fucking worries." He paused for a moment in the doorway to make eye
contact one last time. "Ta Joyce, been nice knowin' you," he waved and
left before they changed their minds.
Joyce dropped back onto the cushions, exhausted. Last time she remembered
being this tired she'd had a baby to show for it. Buffy threw herself
on her, clinging like a five year old. "Mom! We were so worried, we found
your purse and your car and oh God. Giles! There's blood. She's been bitten!
Spike! I'm going to…"
"Angel…" Joyce lied weakly, she was so, so, tired. "Buffy, we need to
talk about this whole Slayer business."
"Uh. O.K."
"I think we need to get your mother to the hospital," Giles said. "I'll
drive."
"Mom?" She tried to smile and reassure her daughter, but she just couldn't
seem to find the strength…
~*~
Coda
She was really very good, the black Slayer - Kendra, that was the name.
Pity they didn't have time to dance.
A clawed hand slashed across Kendra's face. Ooh, that had to sting. She
spun and kicked the vamp into the library desk. Blinking hard, trying
to clear the blood pouring out of the cut she glared at her remaining
opponents. Another vamp attacked from her blind side but she punched backwards
with her stake - bull's-eye. Dust scattered as she fell back into a defensive
stance and faced the others. She'd killed seven so far but she was starting
to falter, her breath coming harder and the sweet smell of Slayer blood
hung in a cloud around her. Spike was sorely tempted to join in.
Dru murmured something and he glanced down at her nervously, relaxing
when he realized she was still safely out. She ought to be: he'd shot
her with enough horse tranquilizers to take down a bloody Clydesdale.
He was taking no chances.
He'd had a busy few days between building his strength back up, waiting
for his chance with Dru, and staying out of the way of both Angelus and
the Slayer. Courtesy of a contact at Sunnydale General, he knew Joyce
had made it. Just needed a little top-up.
Tonight he'd trailed Dru and a pack of minions from the mansion, waiting
for his chance. Angelus had left earlier on his own. He'd followed as
she sailed alone in their wake, pale and glorious, letting them go into
the school ahead of her.
"Hello baby," he said stepping out of the shadows just as she was about
to enter.
"Spike?" Her eyes narrowed suspiciously. Dru was insane, not stupid.
Before she could attack or call for help he shot her. She'd stared down
at the tranquilizer dart embedded in her chest in disbelief, and then
she got mad. Her face contorted with rage she'd lunged at him - and collapsed.
He'd cuffed and gagged her and then given into the temptation to see what
was so interesting inside.
There wasn't only slayer blood in the air; at least one of the slayer's
crew had been hurt, maybe killed. Kendra feinted forward and reversed
to hook an ambitious fledgling's feet right out from under him, as he
fell the stake lashed out perfect aim again and now the odds were six
to one. Two more dusted and her eyes glittered as she resumed the careful
circling with the last four. They looked distinctly nervous, beginning
to wonder if they were really going to be able to bring a Slayer down.
She deflected an attack on the right, bending gracefully to dodge another
claw-swipe - and her foot slipped. Seeing her off balance one rushed forward
and delivered a hammer blow to her wrist and knocked the stake from her
hand. She got her footing back, kicked out but too late, they were on
her pulling her down in an ugly melee.
Really a shame, that.
Spike lifted his head as another pack of minions emerged from the stacks
dragging the unconscious Watcher along with them. As soon as they caught
the smell of Slayer blood all but two rushed to join in the feeding frenzy.
Spike licked his lips and then turned, sensing something approaching,
a prickle along his spine. He quickly lifted Dru into his arms and stepped
back into the shadows; not a moment too soon.
Buffy burst into the library all golden and blazing like a comet. She
hit the crowd around the fallen Slayer and exploded. He'd never seen anything
like it; she'd staked three of them before they could turn around. Those
that did try to defend themselves might as well have saved themselves
the trouble. She was magnificent, a whirlwind of destruction, raining
devastation onto them, staking and snapping necks until there was nothing
left but ash.
He has to dance with this one… But not tonight.
He picked up his sleeping princess as Buffy knelt down at the other slayer's
side and tried to rouse her. "Kendra?" She pulled her hand back, and stared
at her blood-smeared hands, at the blood spreading from under the dead
girl's body. "Oh no, Kendra." The Watcher got to his feet and began staggering
to her side as she started to cry. Spike's last glimpse of her as he turned
to go was of her agonized face, it was a memory he'd cherish.
"Time we were going Pet," he murmured into Dru's ear, adjusting her in
his arms. "I hear Brazil's lovely this time of year."
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